A bleed

I went to work on Friday but left at lunchtime as I had some bleeding. I know it can happen in the first 12 weeks, but I just don’t want to risk anything. I think I’m all calm and relaxed about this now, but I still have to keep testing to make sure the time…

The result

I’ve tried to carry on as normal as possible since we got back from Spain after the transfer but it’s so hard not to be consumed about thinking whether it’s worked or not. It’s been good that we’ve flown back into the start of Christmas (which I love) as it’s helped to take my mind…

The wait….

I know it’s the same for everyone but I can hardly bear it. I’m trying not to stress and feel positive mostly but the moments of doubt are always not far away. I play the moment of looking at a pregnancy test and seeing a positive result over and over in my mind like a…