I know it’s the same for everyone but I can hardly bear it. I’m trying not to stress and feel positive mostly but the moments of doubt are always not far away. I play the moment of looking at a pregnancy test and seeing a positive result over and over in my mind like a film scene, but then, I just can’t imagine that it will become a reality for us. I feel so tired and cautious but am just trying to focus on relaxing and taking my meds at the right time. Mr M says he has positive feelings, which helps. On day 4 after the transfer I woke really early and felt low all day. I had a slight pain in the lower right of my tummy and then some light bleeding in the afternoon, which panicked me straight away. But I was told this could happen and could be a sign that the implantation is happening, so I’m trying to see it as a good thing (although that is hard). And we finally left the apartment two days ago and headed off to Cordoba and Seville for a change of scenery. They are both beautiful towns, it’s so nice to just walk around in the warm (it’s the 1^st of December and still warm here!), visit the cathedrals and the old gardens, and then have a great excuse to go back to the hotel for a rest 😊. It’s actually been a really good holiday as well as just coming over here for the transfer. And no bleeding today, so I’m trying to stay hopeful and positive as everything so far has gone to plan.