I’ve tried to carry on as normal as possible since we got back from Spain after the transfer but it’s so hard not to be consumed about thinking whether it’s worked or not. It’s been good that we’ve flown back into the start of Christmas (which I love) as it’s helped to take my mind off things a bit but the 10day countdown has been like a big ticking clock in my head constantly, but today was the day…. I have been wavering in my positive thoughts as I haven’t felt pregnant at all over the last few days. I’ve been convincing myself that my boobs feel a bit sore but not sure if that’s just more wishful thinking and probably just the drugs. I’ve googled a lot and apparently, I wouldn’t feel pregnant anyway this early, but the nerves have been gradually building over the last few days. Ironically, when I had the slight bleed, after my initial worry, I took it as a good sign, and now there are no symptoms I’m not sure….

….But it was POSITIVE!!!! I don’t think we can believe it! Today has undoubtedly been one of the best of my life. I was so scared to do the test, and almost didn’t want the 3 minutes to be up in the end, in case this was the end of the journey, but we looked and saw 2 clear blue lines. Mr M had tears. And I had plenty. We can’t believe it! After everything I’ve been through, I am pregnant! It’s so early but we’ve told our mums and my sister, which felt amazing. And surreal. This is going to take some time to sink in……