Hit the pause button

I've been away for a few days with my sister and best friend as a bit of a hen do before I get married next month. I have had THE best time, just talking and going to the beach, visiting different towns, shopping, eating and drinking delicious food and wine. It’s been a real tonic.…

Life is a rollercoaster

God, I'm all over the place at the moment. 10 days on from the diagnosis, and I am convinced that egg donation is the right thing for us. I have literally thought about nothing else since my diagnosis; I've googled, talked to Mr M, my sister, my acupuncturist.  And I don't know if it’s because…

Less of a woman

We had sex this morning but I just felt like I wanted to cry. I don't feel like a proper woman anymore. I'm still trying to get my head around how this could have happened so quickly. What I can't understand is where were all the symptoms?? The mood swings? Hot flushes? Admittedly I had…