Officially hitched!

We did it! We are now officially married and Mr M is now my husband, as of last month!  It has been absolutely perfect, and we couldn't have asked for a better day. It’s a bit strange as it’s almost like I'm living two parallel lives, one where the wedding and partying after and our…

Therapy

I had my second counselling session today. When I went back to see the GP at work after the diagnosis, she recommended it, and I've always been open to counselling for whatever reason. After the initial diagnosis, and accompanying devastation, I feel like I came round to accepting what had happened and the idea of…

Hit the pause button

I've been away for a few days with my sister and best friend as a bit of a hen do before I get married next month. I have had THE best time, just talking and going to the beach, visiting different towns, shopping, eating and drinking delicious food and wine. It’s been a real tonic.…

Life is a rollercoaster

God, I'm all over the place at the moment. 10 days on from the diagnosis, and I am convinced that egg donation is the right thing for us. I have literally thought about nothing else since my diagnosis; I've googled, talked to Mr M, my sister, my acupuncturist.  And I don't know if it’s because…